1 post tagged “fear. love”

i am full of fear.

every second of every day i dread the loss of everything and everyone around me.

i'm fighting that fear but sometimes it overpowers all of the positive feelings that are just bubbling under the surface. and it keeps me stagnant and unable to take the bull by the horns...

i do have a positive attitude! its there i promise. i feel all of these wonderful things all the time. i feel loved. i feel beautiful. i feel like i have a wonderful future ahead of me. i feel like i have a creative mind just waiting to be exposed...

who am i answering to? who is this for? i mean...isn't this simply things i need to realize myself...say out loud...written on paper...or on the damn screen...so that i'm forced to see it. force myself to acknowledge te truth about who i am and where i am.

where am i?

and why can't i find myself?

i mean...i'm in there...come out! come out!

don't let the fucking fear take over gracie. bring the posi out to play.